June 7, 2011
my world came crumbling down.
I don't know what to do.
I keep waiting for the pain but all I feel is numb.
To my brynn:
my world has never had to exist without you. every memory is filled with your smile and laughter. you were always there to lift me from my sorrows, catch my tears when i finally let my guard down to let them fall, and calmed my fears. you always taught me to reach for my dreams and never let anything hold me down. you had more faith in me than i ever had and pushed me to succeed. since we were 4 years old you have been my partner in crime. skinny dippy in your swimming pool and lake powell, laughing until we cried with nothing but a single look, eating chips & salsa or chocolate pudding every summer day, sleepovers on my trampoline, or telling me how funny i am.
i was so blessed to get to have you in my life for so long. to have you as the example of what i wanted to be and of how to live my life. you filled my life with sunshine. i will never be able to find the words to express the sadness your early parting from this life has settled upon me. the memories we shared and love i have for you will forever be in my heart. not a day will pass that i wont think of your light.
i now have the greatest guardian angel anyone could as for.
breast friends forever
i will try not to ask the question why? i know god has a greater plan.
you loved with everything you had, and I know that you were happy. the gospel and knowing that i will see you again someday gives me comfort.
But it doesn't stop the sadness.
I love you.
Erica Brynn Barton
November 8, 1986